charlie chapman

Mike is my fav thing sometimes...i love that i can just be me with him. lucked out. he goes for his interview at the indian hospital today. Lord, please let him get it..if its in your will..then i know he will. plz though..

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nudity

living with you in laws is hard sometimes. I really like to walk around naked. I never realized how much until we moved here. yep.
I also like silence.
and spontaneity.
and loud music.
and incense.
and fish.
and loud sex with my husband.
yea, i miss that one the most...

ugh..

So, ive been outta work for almost a whole year. i broke my femur last sept..had 4 surgeries, and am just now able to walk w/o crutches. start phy ther tomorrow, really nervous. kinda want drugs. drug drugs, not Advil.
We (my baby and my honey) had to move back to okla, and i am so sorry. we might get stuck in this s***t hole, and it will be my fault...i am jack's aching heart.
ugh..
so, for my hopes::
i hope i can go back to the bucks w/o looking like a total f*up
i hope we can save up enough mulah to live outside of the folks
i hope i can fit back into my size 4's w/o goin all bulemia..
i hope i can go hiking
running
exploring
living
again..
ugh..